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All Flesh is Like Grass…

I was sitting in my office yesterday afternoon when I heard one of my co-workers loudly announce that Michael Jackson had died. I didn’t really believe her, so I looked online to find that he had not actually died, but was in a coma at UCLA Medical Center in Los Angeles. CNN had a helicopter hovering over the hospital (presumably in case Michael Jackson awoke from his coma and came moonwalking out the front door) and they had another helicopter over his house. A crowd had gathered outside the gates of his rented home and was collectively distraught at the thought of Michael Jackson’s potential demise. Wolf Blitzer broke into that scene with the announcement that several news organizations were now reporting that the pop icon was dead. It was a truly sad moment.

I remember listening to Thriller so many years ago and watching hours of MTV just to get a glimpse of the 13 minute music video that was thought to be the best ever done up to that point in music video history. I remember trying out my moonwalk in my room just in case I ever found myself in a dance off with my enemies. I still have ABC on my iPod and my kids like rocking out to it from time to time.

It is not an understatement to say that Michael Jackson was larger than life for many. He was a superstar before superstars were so common. The news media followed his every move and was there to document his tremendous success as well as his bizarre falls from grace (like hanging his infant son over the edge of a hotel balcony; or getting so much plastic surgery that his nose started to fall off while simply running around on stage; or his hair catching on fire during Pepsi commercials; or all the ridiculous issues with kids at his Neverland Ranch). And now he is gone.

Whenever something like this happens to someone the world esteems so highly, I am reminded immediately of a passage of Scripture in Isaiah 40 that reads, “All men are like grass, and all their glory is like the flowers of the field. The grass withers and the flowers fall, because the breath of the LORD blows on them. Surely the people are grass. The grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of our God stands forever.” I am reminded that so much of what we care about in our lives is so fleeting. So much of what we think is important fades like a morning mist. But God and His Word remain. I just want to be someone who banks on what lasts.


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#1 from Harry Dyck on June 29, 2009

I feel and believe that when we can touch, see or feel something it is a lot easier to have faith or hope in it. For example if we buy a lottery ticket we get the sense that we could be rich on that day but we in fact should or could feel that way everyday. God says what’s mine is yours and we know that God does not need our money to be rich. If we are in god and of god than we should or could feel rich every waking moment of our life but God hasn’t been on TV or sold millions of albums nor done the famous moon walk, at least not for the world to see, feel or touch. Sadly enough Michael Jackson was an idol instead of an icon to a lot of people

#2 from Anne Stadnyk on July 05, 2009

Thank you for the great reminder this morning in your message as to what a Christian’s role is. I really appreciate your obedience to the Lord in boldly presenting the message to your congregation that He has laid upon your heart. Your faithfulness will be rewarded. This message causes me to re-examine my faith and obedience in performing the works that substantiate my faith. Bless you and your family and keep on preaching the truth without apology.

Sincerely,

Anne

#3 from uhhh Zenon :P on August 03, 2009

When i look back on the few short years of what i call a christian walk , Im ripped apart inside. There will be days to weeks where God is visible. I mean almost literally , the sun peeks behind clouds as birds fly across the horizon , scripture is bright , God speaks and i hear and know ,things happen, my inherent nature is seeming reduced significantly , if not gone entirely. In such a state holding a view as what you spoke is not something that is done , you know…. it just is. I feel as if I am on a highway , and its smooth sailing , and i am approaching a curve which leads out of sight behind a large group of trees. And i know once i get around that corner , the weights will fall off , and i will be able to be the man i was created to be. Where my faith will be so strong , that i could literally rely on Him for everything , and i could talk to Him like i could any other person in the world.

But. Somehow , someway i can never quite seem to round that corner. I don’t know what stops me , but somehow for reasons I’ve yet to figure out , that corner seems to move further and further away , even as i was moving towards it. Then after enough time , it is out of sight. And when it is out of sight , scripture is bland , lifeless , and kind of stupid. Talking to God is like talking to a wall. I looking into the sky and see wave lengths and molecules. My inherent nature is right there for all to see , and its not pretty. When in this state , i feel broken and incapable of ‘banking on that which lasts’ Its like a fundamental rip to my core leaving me without the capacity to believe.

Because when approaching that corner with it just yards away , it was easy to bank on that which lasts , because it was all i saw. But when its out of sight , all i see is whats wrong with the world , the blatant iniquity of people , and worst of all ... me. As far as I’ve been able to tell my proximity to that corner is not at all my doing. I ‘did’ nothing to come close to it , and i ‘did’ nothing to drift away. Once away, i ‘do’ things which keep me away longer than necessary , and once close i ‘do’ things that i would normally never do , cuz well , im just not me when close.

But what I’m getting at(sorry i ramble) is that is my proximity to the corner is not determined by anything of my own volition , and yet proximity to that corner is imperative to ‘banking on that which lasts’ .

So what the hell am i supposed to do when that corner is out of sight? As far as my experience tells me , just wait. For some reason beyond my comprehension or efforts , that corner just suddenly appears again , and it moves towards me. It moves to me until it is but yards away , only to slowly fade again. I just don’t know….... bout anything really….. i feel as if i have gotten way in over my head…. incompetence is the word i suppose.

I’m crying like a pansy right now…..hah. Any advice? I just want this perpetual cycle to end…...

#4 from Nancy Williams on August 09, 2009

To Zenon:
Oh my, such honesty is so refreshing to the rest of us God lovers and sometimes frustrated seekers. There’s nothing wrong with you if that’s what you’re thinking; you’re pretty normal. 

I would say, trust the closeness you experience and lean in the darkness. Growing closer is a process ... a long one. Have a long haul mentality. Ask the Holy Spirit to continue to do His work in your life. We all blow it, often and sometimes bad; it’s all part of learning to know God.

I completely understand the tears and guess what, God loves your sincerity and honesty.

Psalm 51:17 says “The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit;a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise.”

#5 from Uhh Zenon? on August 12, 2009

I appreciate your reply Nancy. I thank you for your encouraging words. I had a 3 page long shpeel written , but i deleted it. I just wanted to say , funny how sometimes prayer that is answered is not prayer that is done with my hands folded and head bowed. Since writing the prior post of mine , you responded , which lifted my spirits.( You’re honestly the first person to ever tell me that i was ‘normal’ :O) Its only cuz you dont know me) And also a book has come across my path which i hope will help answer more questions respect to my dilemma. Its called ” A Treatise Concerning Religious Affections.” NEver heard of it before , dont know anything about the author , but God told me to read it , so ive just begun tonight to read it.  You cared enough to respond so i suppose i just wanted to let you know that God’s , for reasons i dont understand , to some extent showing me the true nature of my dilemma despite the fact that i continually spit in His face…..... figure that one out.  Thanks for responding.


PS aint this bloggin thing just some kind of cool?

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